I've been feeling really awful lately.
I miss my man, I miss my family, and I feel all around useless.
I didn't get the job I interviewed for.
It was really, really hard to hear that I just missed out on a great job. And even though I'm applying to a bunch of other places, filling out applications until I think I might go mad; nothing seems to be coming of it.
I went for a walk today with my camera. I just needed to get out for a bit and step away from the stress of applying to jobs that aren't calling.
The flowers in the small park by my house are blooming like crazy, and as I got closer, I could hear the buzz of the bees who were flying from blossom to blossom.
I watched them work tirelessly for about half an hour. They bounced from one bud to another, never stopping in one place for longer than a few moments.
They didn't have time to feel sorry for themselves. Even if there wasn't anything in a certain spot, they just moved on to the next thing and tried there.
I've decided that there's no point in sitting around feeling sorry for myself.
Maybe I won't find a job at one place. I'll just get up and move to the next spot and see what I find there.
I just need to keep myself busy and eventually I'll find something. I know it.
And how adorable are these bees? They would just dive right into these flowers with their bottoms in the air. It brightened my day just enjoying all of these little bee butts!
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