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- ► 2010 (151)
Saturday, July 30, 2011
I've been really scared lately.
Every new day just brings me closer to the unknown and it terrifies me.
I wake up exhausted and worried. My heart feels constricted in my chest and every beat feels like a struggle.
I am afraid.
I took a drive before sunset this week. I just needed to get away from everything.
I cried when it started getting light out because it signaled one more day where things might not work out.
But the sunrise was full of fire and hope.
It was beautiful.
How can I dread something so gorgeous?
I'm terrified. But the days are going to keep passing by whether I want them to or not.
And I might as well try to enjoy each day as it comes. It does me no good to dread it.
What happens happens.
Maybe the result will be beautiful.
I can't tell in the darkness. I need to wait for sunrise.